Illustration einer dunklen Wolke.

Are you attracted to children?

Here, you can find anonymous help.

About the program

TROUBLED DESIRE is a free support service for people who are concerned about their sexual attraction to children. We would like to make it easier for you to deal with this sensitive topic. Take the opportunity to discuss your sexual preferences, understand them better and overcome conflicts. Together we will work on your safety, well-being and healthy behaviour. Together we contribute to the protection of minors and stop the consumption of problematic images.

Explore the possibilities of profound change and think openly with us about your tendencies and behaviour. Immerse yourself in self-testing/assessment and feel free to contact us if you would like to talk to therapists in person.

The use of Troubled Desire and the therapist contacts is anonymous, confidential and subject to professional secrecy. We attach great importance to the protection of your privacy (privacy policy). Here you can access the site via our .onion URL: njbpph6wt7n2fzmok5t3z6pnzvv22jtuqdoscc73ilshfty7yll6pnyd.onion

Self-test

Illustration von zwei Sprechblasen.
Illustration von zwei Sprechblasen.

Knowledge base

What is pedophilia? What is hebephilia? How is a diagnosis made? Who is qualified to make the diagnosis of pedophilia or hebephilia?

Learn more


Movie: Beyond the Clouds

 

Dark secrets, unspoken fears, the fight against oneself - and the hope for change.

In our mini-series, we accompany people who are wrestling with their deepest truths. Ash fights his addiction, Fiona confronts her hidden desires, Joe desperately searches for his identity, and Efron dares to take the step into a life full of empathy. Between guilt and shame, between desire and responsibility, they discover that the key to inner peace lies not in hiding, but in accepting. A look into the highs and lows of the human psyche - honest, touching and full of hope.

End of April all 9 episodes of our mini-series will be available in the selfhelp section!